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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Tree, Leaf, Wind

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, and doesn’t have outstanding charm.
She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.
Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the
good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's the
gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give
up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watched me chase after gals, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but
smile & say "Go on!" before
running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry
but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer
training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled.
I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes
were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughs & joke with me like nothing has
ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out.
After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my
break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who the guy is. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy,
lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath.
Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge
her presence too? During graduation, I read a sms in my handphone. It
was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then.
It says "LEAF’S departure is because of WIND pursuit, or because TREE didn't ask her to stay"

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for
a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of
courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a
feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemons.
The sourness is to the extreme limit of a person. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
But after a month, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he doesn't want to
make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one
sided love. If he doesn't like me, why does he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
I can
know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want
to be by his side. Caring for him, accompanying him, loving him, hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call
every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years
were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanies
me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a second year junior begins to go after me. Everyday, he pursues me relentlessly. From outright rejection
to a certain point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away
from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave
far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
"LEAF’S departure is because of WIND pursuit, or because TREE didn't ask her to stay"

Because I like
a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A big wind in order to blow her away. When I first
met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time,
she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at
her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like how she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't
appear. I felt something
amiss. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and
saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled
to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepted the note. The next day, she appeared & passed me a
note and left.
"Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away" - Leaf.
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It is because leaf never want to leave tree" - Wind.
I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not
me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every
time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't
remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope, hoping that she will
agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "What are you doing?" How come you didn't want to reply?"
She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly
changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. The
moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.
"LEAF’S departure is because of WIND pursuit, or because TREE didn't ask her to stay"

*Credit: Story contributed by YingYing*
*Note from Mr.Romance: Thank for yous submission!*

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